Showing posts with label is Jesus real. Show all posts
Showing posts with label is Jesus real. Show all posts

Wednesday, November 27, 2013

I am asking for more - this Thanksgiving!!!!

In a week that many turn their focus on giving thanks. I stand in my study/office/prayer room and ask God for more.

"I want to see people set free God.
Set free of bondages...
Bondage of Hate
Bondage of Unforgiveness
Bondage of Alcoholism
Bondage of Addiction: Drugs, Pornography, Cutting, Etc.
Bondage of OCDs
Bondage of Perfectionism & Overachieving Drivenness
Bondage of Pride & Arrogance, Boastfulness
Bondage of Greed & Money
Bondage of Poverty
Bondage of Gluttony
Bondage of Fear
Bondage of Anxiety
Bondage of Anger
Bondage of Depression
Bondage of Doubt
Bondage of Disbelief
Bondage of Sex, Promiscuity, Vulgarity
Bondage of Shopping
Bondage of the World's Ways
Bondage of Mental Illnesses
Bondage of Hopelessness..."


The list can truly go on and on...These are just a few when I think of what God freed me from personally, and what I often pray for loved ones.

When you read the word "Bondage" above, imagine if you can, a heavy weight for each bondage.


Now, of that list above, ask God right now. Which ones are you captive to?

Each one revealed is a weight.
Put those weights in a back pack.
Put that back pack on. Heavy?

Often our bondages have been with us so long that we grow immune to the heaviness. Sometimes, we like the bondage we are in. As though they may us 'stronger'.


No, they make us weary, incapable of taking on the circumstances we have no choice or control over, leaving us burdened and unable to cope to live a life with joy and peace.

Overachievers with OCDs and Perfectionism are often promoted to the top, get the raises and the affirmations...The affirmations they longed for so long of their life that pushed them into that bondage. Overachieving not bondage? Have you ever seen how an overachiever behaves at the threat of failing?  It's a bondage.

Boasting not bondage? I find it entertaining the offense taken when I do not covet the things that many people brag about to me. There are people who are so greedy and love to shop and spend...and when I just could care less about what they are spending their money on...they are offended by me.

I do not covet people with money because often times, God has revealed the brokenness, sinfulness, and insecurity in them. He's shown me the emptiness that they are trying to fill with all that stuff. I can often see how much of 'nothing' they truly have. This is why I choose to not want to be like that or chase what they are chasing.

The ways of the world lead you to bondage.

I want to see people whole, walking in the freedom that Christ gives. I long to see people in such a close intimate relationship with God that they overcome the weight of the world, the weight of the bondages.

Do you want freedom from those things?
  • Ask God to forgive you, repent, for feeding your flesh with chasing things, people, substances to fill the voids that only God can fill.
  • Ask God to show you His love for you.
  • Ask Him to give you a glimpse of His will, His purpose for you life.
  • Ask Him to heal your wounds that have led you to these bondages.
  • Ask Him to do a new & mighty work in your life!  

Don't know what you're stuck under, you just know that there is haze and heaviness in your life?

Jeremiah 33:3 says, "Call to Me and I will answer you, and I will tell you great ad mighty things, which you do not know".

The answers are available...You just need to make yourself available to the Lord to tell you. You need to ask.

I pray God prepares you for what He shows you. I pray you are honest with yourself and God about the true bondages that have you captive and leave you operating in the flesh...Apart from God!


My goal is to help you see where the enemy and the world is leading you out of God's will. My prayer is that you will desire God above all things this world has to offer...and that you desire the fullness that God offers for you and your life.

This song below is so amazing and inspired me today! Lose yourself and your bondages in it!


Friday, October 25, 2013

WHY do you want more God????

Wrote this one line in my prayer journal today:

"Lord, you are so good...thank you for showing up...."
(Referring to our table leader meeting last night.)
 
 
And then I wrote the following down:
 
"God will show up in the way we allow Him to."
 
 
For those who expect little from God, they will get little.
For those who expect greatness from God, they will get abundance.
 
And I am never talking about money when I mention 'abundance'...I am so over that message.
 
Personally, I want an abundance of:
COMPASSION                     

PATIENCE
GENTLENESS
SELF-CONTROL
FAITHFULNESS
PEACE
JOY
and the greatest of all: LOVE
 
 
I also want an abundance of:
WISDOM & KNOWLEDGE
ADMINISTRATIVE ABILITY
FAITH & HEALING HANDS
WORKING OF MIRACLES
 
We get these from pursuing God for who HE is as a disciple, not seeking His hand as a consumer.
 
Ask God for the spiritual things to develop within you, and then you will begin experiencing His presence in your life, His spirit moving in your days, and His love pouring out of your heart!


Wednesday, March 6, 2013

Establishing my 'worldview' for my thesis...

Part of my intro for my thesis will cover my 'worldview'. The instructor to my Christian Counseling Care advised me to establish my worldview. The importance at the time didn't seem as relevant as it does today. In formulating a hypothesis to support a need I see, I find that sharing the worldview from where this need and solution come from are a necessity.

In spending time with the Lord today, I got a nugget of what to include in my 'worldview'...this is before reviewing in a counseling book what  worldview includes, but I feel like God showed me a conviction on which I respond to the world around me.

A foundational pillar to my worldview is that the Bible is the ultimate authority. Yes, it is the unfallible Word of God, inspired by God; however to me, it is superior to all things. What this Bible says is what I base every opinion, idea, dream, desire, and goal around. It is the framework to my thinking. In everything, every sermon, words shared, spoken....I turn to the Bible to see if what ha been said is supported by the Word of God.
 
So will My word be which goes forth from My mouth;
It will not return to Me empty,
Without accomplishing what I desire,
And without succeeding in the matter for which I sent it.
Isaiah 55:11
 
In a time of relativism and secular humanism, many times the Word is rejected. How can this be?
This raises the need to look up each word in the following verse to see what we are to do with the Word:
 
"...preach the word; be ready in season and out of season; reprove, rebuke, exhort, with great patience and instruction.  For the time will come when they will not endure sound doctrine; but wanting to have their ears tickled, they will accumulate for themselves teachers in accordance to their own desires,  and will turn away their ears from the truth and will turn aside to myths." 2 Timothy 4:2-4
 
I completely and humbly acknowledge that I falter on presentation of this. I am a cut and dry, to the point, 'it is what it is' kind of person. So then, I address things the way I see it. I don't sugar coat. Although I understand the need to 'appeal' better than I do now. Dear Lord, raise me up and mature my deliverance, help me make what You would have me say more palatable without diluting the clear message You intend behind the words I speak.
 
Now, I say that, but then I read this in Proverbs:
 
Whoever loves discipline loves knowledge,
but he who hates reproof is stupid.Proverbs 12:1
 
I'm breaking this down in the Hebrew for myself from www.blueletterbible.org:
DISCIPLINE: a) discipline, chastening, correction
KNOWLEDGE: a) knowledge, perception, skill  b) discernment, understanding, wisdom
REPROOF: a) rebuke, correction, reproof, chastisement
 
We gain wisdom and understanding by receiving correction.
 
Now it is important to lay an additional pillar into the foundation of my worldview in that my wholehearted motives in all that I say and do are honestly to see people come to know Jesus Christ. I do believe in that God calls us to be holy as He is holy and I aim in pursuing God with all zeal and passion that is within me. I do not desire to use His grace in vain. Where I can have self-control, I do my best. Where I am faced with temptation, I call on His grace to make me strong when I am weak.
 
 
"....we also urge you not to receive the grace of God in vain...." 2 Corinthians 6:1
VAIN: a) empty, vain, devoid of truth
 
I want to start rambling on and on about those who blow it and then say, "there's grace, there's grace". There is, and there is no condemnation for those who are in Christ Jesus. But if we continual error on the side of rationalizing sin, are we IN Christ Jesus?
 
I will say this, the moment I want to make excuses for what I've just been called on the carpet for, I stop and make a mental note to explore that in prayer. When people rebuke me, reject me or my words, I take their actions or reactions to prayer and say, 'Search my heart O God'. If I'm wrong, I need to know. If I'm wrong I need to change.
 
This is just the tip of this worldview iceberg. Other things I need to explore to establish it is:
  1. What I believe about God. (I declare that God is the Father, Son, and Holy Spirit, refer to Genesis through Revelation, taking special note in the Book of John.)
  2. What I believe about the universe. (Need to identify w/ the 'Gap Theory' or the 6,000 yr. old planet theory. Need to research carbon dating & explain dinosaurs? Although either final determination does not affect salvation and belief in Jesus Christ is Lord!)
  3. How we get knowledge & accurate information. Objective truth? The Bible. Divine Revelation? The Holy Spirit. (Both. And both shall coincide, confirm, and compliment, not contradict.)
  4. What do I believe about human beings. (God created us in His image. Book of Genesis. Period).
  5. How do we determine what is right and wrong. (Oh mercy, here in lies homework, scripture research in original language, scripture support for role of Holy Spirit. My moral standards are based on the Word of God, not defined by worldly culture, society norms, or relativistic acceptance. Again this brings me back to the foundational pillar that the Word of God is the absolute truth, ultimate authority.)
Morals need an absolute truth. Does the 'what is right for you and what is right for me' mentality line up with the Word? Or does 'what is right in God's eyes is what is right for me' seem more biblical? Moreover, knowing what God says and thinks takes precedence over following our desires, correct? Furthermore, reading and studying the Word then takes on a higher priority in our lives, in that what it says sets our values - so we must know what it says, correct?
 
Upon researching this and establishing it, I need to test this, (as per a book CHRISTIAN COUNSELING, A Comprehensive Guide by Gary Collins, page 87):
  •  Use reason. (How about I use the Bible? Is reason of flesh? If the Word is the framework of my standards, then there is natural consistency, since God is not a God of confusion and is one of order. - Note: need scripture).
  • Look at evidence. (Historically men and women of God have fruits of the Spirit, gifts of the Spirit, and signs and wonders that confirm the Spirit of God within them. - Need to qualify.)
  • Check with others. (Proves need for accountability. Another value that needs to be formulated into my worldview. Highly agree. Although, outside of non-Christian, unbelieving individuals, I hope not to find others who would disagree that the Word of God is the absolute truth.)
  • Test against experience. (Historically, what the Old Testament claimed/held to/prophesied, came to pass over time, recorded in the New Testament. Time will honestly tell, which in a time of such uncertainty, I see how holding to what the Word of God says is even more imperative in these perilous times.)
  • Consider whether it feels right. (This is subjective. Although for the believer, one depends upon the Holy Spirit to convict and help and guide. This does allow for more subjectivity due to the individuals sensitive to the Spirit, and whether or not they are walking in the Spirit - Romans 8:4 says, " so that the requirement of the Law might be fulfilled in us, who do not walk according to the flesh but according to the Spirit." Another opportunity to point to the Word of God - John 1:1-5 - which, when read, stated, and established, can we hold to any other worldview?
  • Test it out. (Again, time proves the Word of God is the most consistent pillar of a worldview.)
  • Change cautiously. (Holding to the Word of God is the absolute truth in which to form any and all opinions, values, priorities, and goals upon, woe to me if I were to change my worldview.)
 
I know that everything God does will remain forever;
there is nothing to add to it and there is nothing to take from it...
Ecclesiastes 3:14
 
And so with that, I must commence upon my day, although, this will continue to be developed and established further.
 
God bless you as you seek God and establish your worldview.
Is it based on what the world, media, prestigious philosophers say?
Or upon the unchangeable, unshakeable Word of God?